Journal Entry: Wed Oct 5, 2016, 11:57 PM
Ur depressed as hell and literally everything you do is useless and unappreciated or taken away from you. When you don't wanna do anything anymore because it's not fun or it's just a chore.
I haven't played overwatch in a week. I've barely drawn anything in a couple weeks, if not just unfinished scribbles or texture shit.
Fuck, even that McCree model I released felt like a fucking pain to do. And then I turn around and see people editing my shit to make it 'better' when they're just making it worse, and then someone actually appreciates my work enough to pay me for it so I can get a program I want, and some bullshit overdraft fee comes out of nowhere because DA decided to put me on a plan I didn't ask for. On top of feeling like an absolute monster for other personal life bullshit. Then there's my parents pestering me to get a damn job! It's not like I'm not trying.
I guess I'm just a useless fuck who doesn't deserve good things.
Sorry for ranting but no one actually pays attention to anything on here anymore... so I can just bitch in peace.